I want a dilapidated body, a grotesquely skinny body, a point of no return skin and bones body…
you deserve visible ribs
you deserve to look cute in any outfit
you deserve a flat tummy, skinny thighs, visible collar bones, beautiful cheek bones
you deserve to feel confident every day
you deserve to be beautiful, stunning, perfect
YOU DESERVE BETTER THAN FOOD
Because I’m a lil tired of the typical “I want a guy to notice me”… I just want something real
When you’re thin:
~you will feel your shoulder blades trying to slice through your back like bony little wings
~your under eye circles will become magnificent, like watercolour pools showing your dedication to this skinny hell
~your waist will be so tiny, everyone will have to wrap their arms around up to the elbows to hug you
~your bony knees knock together when you sit in your seat in the classroom, it’s a little uncomfortable but your thighs are so far apart it’s like they’re estranged sisters at thanksgiving dinner
~you’re so lightheaded, that you see stars all the time- your world has turned into a fucked up planetarium
~those collar bones don’t just “hold water”- they cut glass. They are clavicles some people would die for
~the boniness of your fingers feel so good clasped in the hand of another, like a string of pearls wrapped in silk
~you stay home instead of eating out with your friends- it’s bittersweet. You draw pictures of food instead, you work out, or drink tea.
~people will be a little scared or worried around you. You won’t mean to- but your body is too fluttery for them not to feel a little unnerved
This is terrifyingly beautiful to me
If you develop an eating disorder when you are already thin to begin with, you go to the hospital. If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with, you are a success story.
As someone who can not control themselves when they start eating I FUCKING HATE when I see things like “you can have some chocolate, it’s okay, just have a small piece”. Like? I can not have ONE piece and then put it away, once I start I will finish the entire chocolate bar and most likely start looking for other things to eat as well.
It has become less of a “I want to be skinny” and more of a “I’m going to be skinny.”
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Let’s get skinny!!
Shout out to all the ace people with eating disorders that aren’t doing this for anyone other than themselves. That are actually a little unnerved by the fact that people might Flirt™ with them once they get skinny. That are doing this to match their aesthetic and be comfortable in their skin, not to match society’s standard of beauty. To take control of their own body, because everyone else seems to think it’s made to be appealing to them. I’m right there with ya, pal. I feel you.
eating disorder culture is walking past a really skinny person in public and trying not to make it obvious that you’re staring
